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Tuesday, February 19, 2008

  • The Painting

    My first video, set to Nine Inch Nails Non Entity, a version that can be found on remix.nin.com. The video is the made of a single peice of artwork I did, and I varied the images with the effects available to me by the video editor just to see what came out. It's not perfect, but it's the first video I've ever made. This is the image that I painted in my dream "The Painting." http://weblog.xanga.com/DreamlogGW3D/640923018/the-painting.html

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Tuesday, 27 April 2010

  • Rest in Peace, Lord Steele.

    *edit*  He didn't have any tattoos in this dream. 

    God, I've got to be crazy to write about this shit.  I hope not to offend any fans.

    Moving on.  Had a dream I was outside a white house, with white pillars.  Blue sky, green grass, and clutter outside the house.  The door to the place was open.  There was a bit of junk on the porch, and clutter inside, visible.  Big cube shaped objects, like appliances, made up the majority of the clutter.  I was needed in the house.  For what, I don't remember.  Business of some sort.  The place would also serve as a temporary shelter.  Outside the door, I met a tall, large, broad-shouldered man with long jet-black hair, wearing black jeans and a dark green (possibly military) tee.  In hindsight, I have a feeling he was moving in.

    It was, actually, Peter Steele that I met in this dream.  He was formal when we met.  The meeting was brief.  Some entities behind me needed his attention more than I.  I nodded at him and went into the house ahead of them.  I was directed to a room where I could change clothes.  Because of the clutter, the door would not shut all the way.  It was left open a crack.  I was assured by Steele and his entourage that no one would disturb me during the change.  Everyone apparently knew better.  There was a sense that he would have been short with anyone who dared disturbed the changing rooms while anyone occupied them, and irate had it been a woman who had been disturbed.  There was actually a sense of chivalry about it, a sense that anyone caught trying to sneak a peak would have their ass beat out of principle, and this was common knowledge. 

    Still, in paranoia and sheer curiosity, I kept peeking *out* of the open crack in the insecureable door that left me feeling vulnerable.  Of course, every time I looked out, there was no one is sight or earshot, and no one peeking in as I feared.  So I began to take off my clothes to change into the outfit that I would need on to perform whatever work it was that I would be doing.  I got my shirt and bra off, and heard something outside.  I covered my nipples with my arms and again peeked out, wide eyed.  Steele was walking into the room across from me, which was another bathroom/dressing room from what I could tell.  The one I was in was more of a vanity or makeup room than anything.  He had is back turned to me as he walked away.  He stripped his shirt as he walked, and so I caught a view of black hair falling back into place against a broad backdrop of white muscular backside.  I had suddenly become the voyeur I had so feared just a moment ago.  He turned around, and I thought for sure he'd catch me watching in that moment.  He looked off, then up, and looked anywhere but toward the crack in the door.  He then shut the door to his dressing room as much as it would shut, blocking most of my view of him.  I looked away and sighed relief.  I tried to stop peeking out, but I couldn't keep myself from checking to see if someone was watching me. 

    Across the way, out of the corner of my eye, I could see that Steele was doing the same.  He may have been watching to make sure no one was watching him, but I had a feeling he was looking out to make sure no one was trying to watch me.  His gaze deflected my own when I thought he might be looking my direction.  This strange game of peekaboo lasted until he caught me looking.  What I was seeing was stunning; but I was still overwhelmed with a feeling that I could not apologize to him fast enough. 

    He came over to the door I kept peeking out of, wearing black jeans and black underwear that was visible above the top of the jeans.  I covered myself.  I didn't know what to expect.  I know I wasn't expecting him to talk me into bed with that low voice... but that's what happened. 

    I was lead, half-covered, to a bed upstairs in the house.  I dropped all cover and crept onto the bed.  He got on the bed, and I laid on my back beside him.  He laid on his side beside me, propped on his right elbow.  He reached out with his left hand and began to finger me.  He slipped one in and out, tickled the top wall just short of the spot.  Wasn't ready for it.  I stopped, caught my breath, relaxed, and let him do it.  He pulled the moisture out and drew his finger over my clit, painting it with the wetness he'd milked from inside me.  He caught it between two of his fingers and pushed it against me.  He drew it upwards, far as it would go, and let it slip back into place slowly, forcing it to rub on all sides against the rough skin of his fingers.  He put pressure back onto it and rubbed it in a circle.  I started to buck.  He relinquished his hold on my clit, and pushed a finger inside me.  He started to move his hand and wrist in circles as though he was trying to stir me.  He was firm, and the pressure was the most excellent feeling I've ever experienced in a dream.  I wouldn't mind doing this again sometime.

    That's all of the dream that needs be shared.  Except perhaps my waking thoughts, of slight social embarrassment at having such a dream of the recently deceased.  But at the same time, there should really be no shame in having such a dream.  I've had (and published) many similar and even more explicit dreams of both the living and the fictional.  It's just odd to me that I've never dreamed of him until now, so soon after he departed this world.  I hope those who are survived by him do not find my publication of the dream distasteful. 

    More importantly, wherever you are, Lord Steele, I hope you are enjoying your new home.

    ~GW3D




  • A New Beginning

    Before I begin - I'd just like to point out it's been almost a year since I added anything publicly to this blog.  I've still had some dreams, but either no access to the internet or nothing awesome to report.  (Or embarrassment and hesitation in posting.)  Last night I had a pretty awesome dream.  I should probably keep it to myself.  I do want to tell someone about it, but I can't chose who.  Isn't that why I made this thing?  To tell whoever wants to read about it?  Sure.  We'll go with that. 

    It's also a full moon tonight.  Appropriate night to re-begin the blog.

Sunday, 26 July 2009

  • Who is flying this thing? Zap Brannagan?

    July 22

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    Last night I dreamed I had a starship.  I was in an underground castle.  It was home.  There was a stone staircase carved in a spiral into the cavern, native stonework all around.  I was at the botton of the stair, and I saw one of my uncles come down the stairway.  He was nude, grinning, and more evil looking than in life.  He went past me.  He went down the hall and started yelling at my aunt, his wife.  I never saw her.  They yelled back and forth.

    I got on my starship to get away from that mess.  Then I was on someone else's ship as a crew member.  They flew too close to a black hole, so I beam evacuated everyone aboard to my ship.  Then I had the ship beam aboard any other living thing, and then I had it beam out all the cargo to a neutral point in space where I could pick it up and keep it for myself.  Possession.  9/10 of the law.

    My crazy plan worked.  I then dreamed that my dad was reading one of my stories.  I walked away.  Shaun-P was online bothering me, which was unusual.  I was still trying to write a story, and he was keeping me from that to tell me he had a girl with an exotic name and couldn't flirt with anyone else.  Sorta like he was warning me and rubbing it in at the same time even though we've never flirted before and I'd never considered it.  Then, i ended up invited to some sex chatroom that exploded with yaoi.

    At the end of the dream, my dad tells me he likes my stories. 

Friday, 17 July 2009

  • A chase dream

    i had a very long fighting dream-- more like an escaping dream.  it must have been the future because we had electric cars, and people were afraid to drive gas cars that had been abandoned.  Guess the government had scared folks into thinking gas cars would blow up.  So I'm running from the gov and i get warned that if i get caught it will be because someone from my own camp turns me in. 

    anyway, i'm around my parents house on moonhull, and there's this really nice rig, looks like a cross between a hummer and something from jak and daxter.  A gas guzzler.  Someone just abandoned it by my paretns old place.  The cops were looking for me and I'd run off into the forest, and found the ruins of this other old house on a hill, with native stone around the foundation and brickwork stints being the only thing left of the place, really.  That's when I noticed a young boy had followed me into the forest to get away from the police.  We knew if you could get into the woods far enough without the cops seeing you, you would be free to live in the forest.  But we both knew the cops could track us in this part of the forest.  There was some kind of old charcoal grill there still in tact, dusty, but not too rusted.  I took it apart and took it back to the rig.  There was a blonde tea leoni type girl at the rig.  She looked scared, wanted away from the cops as well.  The rig had a full tank, so I decided it was mine, now.  I shoved the grill in the trunk of the rig.  The blonde girl was scared of the gas powered car but she got in the back seat and the boy got in shotgun.  I didn't particularly want her or the boy going with me but I had no time to argue.  Then some kinda fat older guy showed up and I did argue with him.  I wasn't going to take him.  Then the little boy points out that a cop was driving up moonhull road towards us.  The old guy acted like it was over for all of us.  I just looked at him like he was stupid.  When the cop pulled in to the drive at my parents house, I raised my hand to greet him and he pulled past me.  I shrugged and got in the driver's seat, and the older fat guy followed suit, getting in the back behind the little boy.

    "what're you planning to do?" he asked.
    "Drive away... at a nice safe speed of five miles per hour." 
    And so I did, and the cop didn't follow at first.  The cop had exited the cop car and gone up to the front door of the house that was like my parents house only added on to.  Once out of sight, I picked it up to ten miles per hour.
    The rig was wierd, had internal handlebars instead of a steering wheel, and the handlebars had all kinds of nifty buttons on them, but the rearview mirrors sucked.  So I asked the little boy to keep a watch behind us and tell us if he could see the cop.  He said the cop couldn't be seen, so I pulled into my aunts' driveway (which is a very long country drive.)  Right as I was turning the boy got excited saying he saw the cop.  But the foliage is so thick, we had a little time to lose the cop.  I chose to make a turn into this other almost gravel drive that lead down the hill towards a dry creek bed.  If the cop didn't see us make that turn he wouldn't be able to follow us further anyway.

    I gunned it into that area and drove it off the edge of the step.  He woudln't be able to hear it land really.  We didn't leave tracks until the undercairrage hit foliage, so in essense we dissapeared.  At the bottom of the step, I kept driving slow, and got the rig into a dry creekbed.  The creek bed led to a creek, and I drove in the creek to make sure my tracks were really covered.  We drove upstream through the forest.  Then the forest ended in a clearing, a pretty vast field with horizon dropoff that I didn't know was down the step from my aunts house.  When we were there, we knew we had escaped the cops.

    I woke up right after that.  There was more of the dream before I escaped into the woods and found the boy, but I don't remember it.  I know I kept sporadically changing sex from female to male.  Mostly I was male.  Vin Deisel esque even.  But with my own survival skills, my own knowledge of the forest, and of all current technology.. which is archaic technology to the people I was around.

    Also, I knew they woudln't be able to find me in the forest because an average person coudlnt' survive the forest.  even though the forest was free of predators, and climate controlled, and very lush.  Because it was lush and uncharted, i wouldn't be seen via satellite.  It was pretty aeon fluxish.

Sunday, 03 May 2009

  • My BFF's NIN Dream

    My best friend in the entire world had a Nine Inch Nails related dream.  Here it is transcribed, as originally seen in her facebook account.


    Here's my NIN dream: NIN was having a 3 day concert sponsored by Walgreens in Ft. Smith. So John had to help with a lot of random crap so I bought a ticket since John was going to be there anyway. When the concert started Trent was trash talking Walgreens on stage. Me and John yelled (at the same time) "That didn't stop you from acepting them as a sponsor!!!" and b/c it was a dream we were louder then all the cheering fans. We were both mad b/c if Trent didn't like how Walgreens made money, then he shouldn't have taken the "blood money" for his own use. Furthermore, John was slaving himself and working 3 consecutive double shifts just for Tren so his stupid concert went well, and we didn't like the fact that he was trash talking walgreens after John (a walgreens rep) did all that work for him.


    Cont . . . Once the concert started we were trying to enjoy the music, but this fat, blonde bitch that was trying to look like *GEM* from that 80's cartoon and her boyfriend were being annoying and nobody could hear NIN over their bla-bla-bla. So John told them to be quiet (b/c it was his job to), and the bitch started talking shit about John so I wooped her ass while John kicked her boyfriends ass. After we kicked them out of the concert we finished listening to the music.
    Cont. . . this goes on until the 3rd day where, somehow, I'm talking to my grandma Virginia who know longer lives in AR. She was trying to warm me that the concert was really only 2 days, not 3. I was complaining that I paid for 3 days so I better get 3 days or Trent Reznor will give me my g.d. money back. Then the thought occured to me if the concert was over, wtf were they making John do?
    So I run down there to find John and he was just setting up minor things like the 1st day, to get everthing ready. I asked him if there'd be a concert or not and he answered, "They're doing something, but it's not on stage it's on the hill" (we were out on some grassy feilds and behind us and to the left were hills, one taller than the others). ... Read MoreSo we go and investigate and Trent is dipping a chalice into some smooth mud (looked like spa mud or maybe clay mixed with water, kinda gray). And when he pulled the cup out someone was wiping the outside of the cup dry and clean with a cloth. I think each band member was s'pose to drink to mud for power, but the thought of it made my stomach hurt b/c I didn't think the mud was healthy to drink b/c it was the wrong color -- but they didn't realize this.









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  • Hi. My name is Kristen. I'm technically a Professional Security Officer. I'm not really that professional, the place I 'guard' is never going to be that secure, and nobody calls me "Officer." All day long men hit on me and get vulgar for no other reason than because I have to wear a badge to a receptionist/database entry job. And they call ME a pig. I am the nightwatch. I wake up after the sun has gone down and I go to bed after the sun has come up. In reality, I am the storyteller. I am a writer. All night long, I write and edit, write and edit, when I am at work, and when I am home. It is in my blood to watch things at night, make sure the night is calm. Most nights are calm. But, when something does happen, it's something crazy. I've dealt with car break-ins, shooting threats, and enough sexual harrasment to turn a laid back housewife into a dyke feminist. I have been blessedly immune to that; for I am a gay man trapped in a woman's body.

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